Back then, i always wanted to live in New York all alone pursuing my dream, ok ok, Birmingham isn't really "New York" by any state. But still, away thousand miles from home with no familiar faces and family around, i still consider it living a dream. :)
Not that i hate my home or people back home, oh no, God no. I love them with every bits that i have in this body, I just need to find myself outside of them. I want to be independent and get the taste of hardship living alone. I know weird stuff.
But sometimes, when things get too tough, i forget this is my dream. So, now, i am reminding myself that I want this and InsyaAllah, I will be a better person when i get back home.
